FUCK YOU

I am a 25 year old female and today I am in a happy non toxic relationship. I am not a thief. I am currently in medical school and I don't have any hobbies that condemn my morals.<br><br>But I do have a past. I was in a DATING relationship with a 40 year old man when I was 15 and he made me steal because it was fun. When I was 15 I did not know any better because I had never been in a relationship and I didn't know if it was normal to steal. I soon became addicted to it. I felt empowered. I felt like I was untouchable. I loved stealing. <br><br>But he was abusive. He'd push me, pull me, and kick me. He called me a bitch and a slut the entire time and he didn't care what I did as long as I brought him home the steal of the day. I loved him and I didn't care what he did to me as long as I could be with him. After I turned 18 he left me and I was heartbroken. But I found a new man who helped me through my grief and I still loved him. <br><br>But it didn't last long. He passed away and I was heartbroken again and I only felt comfort in stealing. I continued to steal for years and I was never caught. I was a widow at the age of 22 and I felt like I had nothing to live for. I stole everything and I became a habitual thief. I would steal everyday and I was never caught. I stole over $100,000 worth of money and goods in the span of 10 years.<br><br>But I was eventually caught and I was sent to jail and when I got out I was devastated. I was arrested in 2020 and when I got out in 2021 I had nothing. I had lost my house and my car and I was alone. But I was addicted. I had to keep stealing because it was my only comfort. I was stealing $300 worth of goods everyday and I only spent 10% of it and the rest was wasted. <br><br>It wasn't worth it in the end. I am in medical school now and I am learning about psychology and pharmacology. I realized I was addicted and I asked my boyfriend for help and now I am sober and I have not stolen since 2022. I am healthier than I ever have been in my life and I am more happy.<br><br>FUCK YOU to those who stole my childhood. FUCK YOU to those who made me feel like I had to steal. FUCK YOU to those who pushed me and kicked me and called me a bitch and a slut. FUCK YOU to those who made me feel like I was worthless and could only get love from a man who treated me poorly. <br><br>FUCK YOU TO MEN WHO ABUSE WOMEN.<br><br>FUCK YOU TO MEN WHO ABUSE LITTLE GIRLS.<br><br>FUCK YOU TO MEN WHO MAKE WOMEN FEEL WORTHLESS.<br><br>FUCK YOU TO MEN WHO MAKE WOMEN FEEL LIKE AN OBJECT AND NOT A PERSON.<br><br>I AM STRONGER THAN YOU. I AM SMARTER THAN YOU. AND I AM DATING A MAN WHO LOVES ME AND DOESN'T ABUSE ME.<br><br>I AM A WOMAN. I AM STRONG. I AM SMART. I DONT NEED TO STEAL. I DONT NEED TO BE ABUSED. I DONT NEED TO FEEL WORTHLESS. I AM A WOMAN AND I AM FREE. I CAN DO ANYTHING. I AM A MEDICAL STUDENT. I AM A THIEF. I AM A DANCER. I AM A SINGER. I AM A SWIMMER. I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN A THIEF. BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE A THIEF.<br><br>FUCK YOU.<br><br>EDIT: I wrote this on my throwaway account because I don't want to ruin my other accounts. I am a medical student and I am becoming a doctor. I don't want to ruin my reputation. <br><br>I am leaving this sub forever.