Why are people trying to convince me daughter is a "blessing"?

I was in the living room when my phone rang. I got up from my chair to pick up the phone. My wife was sitting on the sofa, pregnant with her tummy. <br><br>When I picked up the phone, the voice on the other end said "Congratulations on the good news. How are you feeling now, did the daughter make the daughter a proud father?"<br><br>And above all, the first thing that comes to my mind when I hear the word daughter is Rashmi. My life has been turned upside down by Rashmi. <br><br>Rashmi was my childhood friend. I used to always side with Rashmi in our games as a child. I even let my friend win by cheating. Rashmi was my best friend. Rashmi had a very cheerful personality. Rashmi was always my best friend, and in return I did what my best friend Rashmi wanted me to do. She always wanted me to marry her. But I didn't want to marry Rashmi. She was like a sister to me. I side with Rashmi not out of love but because she was like my sister. <br><br>Then there was Rashmi's sister Chandralekha, Chandralekha was Rashmi's half-sister. Chandralekha was also very beautiful. Chandralekha was the most beautiful woman in the city. People said that the beauty of the goddess was reflected in Chandralekha. Many people had a crush on her. But she was also very arrogant. Chandralekha never mingled with anyone and was very aloof. She never left the house even for a day. I never even saw her face to face because she never came out of the house. Chandralekha was very proud of herself. At first I didn't care, Chandralekha was like a woman who is said to be out of reach. But at first, I was not even interested. I was more interested in Rashmi. Chandralekha was Rashmi's half-sister. Chandralekha was very beautiful daughter adopted by Rashmi's mother. <br><br>But then one day I fell in love with Chandralekha. And after that, Chandralekha became everything to me. I forgot about Rashmi Rashmi was no longer my best friend. I didn't care if Rashmi was my best friend or not. I was always side with Rashmi but I didn't give a shit about Rashmi. Rashmi was my enemy. And I didn't care about Rashmi. <br><br>But then my life took a terrible turn. Chandralekha was so proud of herself that she chose to marry her own kind. Chandralekha married her high caste son. I wasn't good enough. I wasn't even worthy of being a servant. Chandralekha had a big marriage with a lot of fanfare, and I was the only person who didn't get an invitation to the marriage. <br><br>How could I not I be invited to the marriage, Chandralekha was my wife. But Chandralekha didn't even consider me as a man. And my heart was crushed. I thought Chandralekha was my wife. I even kept Chandralekha's picture in my bedroom. And even more heartbreaking thing was that Chandralekha was not even sad when Chandralekha married another man. Chandralekha never cried. Chandralekha never even talked about me. Chandralekha never begged me to marry her. <br><br>Then I married Rashmi and she was the only one who made my life hell. Rashmi was the one who made my life terrible. I didn't want to marry Rashmi but I was blackmailed into marrying her. I was trapped by Rashmi. I was forced to marry her. I never wanted to marry her. But still Rashmi begged me to marry her. But Chandralekha never begged me to marry her. Chandralekha never cried because of me. Chandralekha never made me her love interest. Chandralekha never chose me as her life partner. Chandralekha never chose me as her friend. Chandralekha never even liked me.<br><br>Rashmi was the one who ruined my life. Rashmi was the one who crushed my heart. But I didn't Rashmi was my best friend. Rashmi was the one who crushed her best friend's heart. Rashmi was the one who destroyed her best friend's life. But still I married Rashmi. I didn't want to marry Rashmi. I even wanted to kill Rashmi but I was trapped. And I was forced to marry Rashmi. I never wanted to marry Rashmi. I even wanted to kill Rashmi. I never wanted Rashmi to be my wife. But still I married Rashmi.<br><br>Now Chandralekha is pregnant with my child and she is the mother of my child. Chandralekha is the mother of my child and she is the love of my life. And Rashmi is my wife. But I'm not happy. I'm not even in mood to celebrate. My first child is a daughter. My daughter is very beautiful. But I'm not even in mood to celebrate. <br><br>I don't even celebrate my daughter's birth, because my wife is Rashmi. If Rashmi was Chandralekha, I would have been the happiest man in the world. But my wife is Rashmi. My wife is not Chandralekha. But why should I be sad, my child is Chandralekha's child not Rashmi's. <br><br>I don't even want Rashmi to be the mother of my child. Rashmi is not even worthy of being the mother of my child. Rashmi is a very bad woman. She is a devil who crushed my heart. She is a devil who ruined my life. And she is a devil who forced me to marry. <br><br>Rashmi is a devil. And I don't want Rashmi to be the mother of my children. I don't even want Rashmi to be my wife. But I'm trapped. Rashmi is my wife. Rashmi was the one who made my life hell. Rashmi was the one who crushed my heart. Rashmi is the worst woman in the world. And she is daughter is a blessing?<br><br>And above all what makes Chandralekha's daughter a blessing? Chandralekha is the one who made my life hell. Chandralekha is the reason why I'm a broken man. Chandralekha is the reason why I'm sad. I know Chandralekha's daughter is a blessing. But I don't even want Chandralekha's daughter to be a blessing. I don't even want Chandralekha to be the mother of my child. I don't even want Chandralekha to be my wife. I don't even want Chandralekha to be my life partner. <br><br>But I'm trapped. I'm trapped in my own web of fate. And I'm a broken man. I'm a broken man who wants to be happy. But I'm not even allowed to be happy. I'm a broken man who is married to the wrong woman. I'm a broken man who is married to a devil. I'm a broken man who is married to a devil like Rashmi.