Am I about to get shot?

Rant incoming.<br><br>I met this girl on bumble, literally two weeks ago, she messaged me, I was confused but didn’t think much of it because I had just swiped on random girls and I didn’t know who swiped on me or whatever. I swiped on some random guy I’m a polyamorous lesbian so it was all good. <br><br>Anyway, it’s been 2 weeks and she seemed to be an awesome person, we had a lot in common and I took a risk and invited her to my house when she was stressed and she said that she felt at home and I felt like maybe she was the one. <br><br>I’ve been with one person before me. And we were both each others first.<br><br>I’ve been with 2 other people and they were terrible experiences, and I don’t like touching people, or being touched, it makes me uncomfortable, I literally will not engage in any kind of hugging or holding hands or kissing. <br><br>I told her all this, and that I am still a virgin, that I was traumatized and that I need time.<br><br>She doesn’t like it. <br><br>She is literally playing with a gun right now, three feet away from me and laughing and saying I’m not ready for a relationship. <br><br>I’m scared shitless. I am literally lowkey thinking about an escape route rn. <br><br>Wtf, is she going to kill me?