My brother is getting married soon

So my brother is going to marry in the autumn. They have been together for 4 years and my brother in law is a great guy. He has a steady job, **dicking good-looking** and nice character. He didn't want to rush anything but now they're planning to settle down on the countryside. I'm happy for both of them but it's kind of depressing. Just can't help it, he is my brother and I love him and I'm happy for him but I can't help but feel perverted jealousy and wish I was the one about to get married and have a more peaceful life in a small town **dick**.<br><br>I'm sorry