Has anyone heard of the Left/Right Game? (Part 10)(Final)

Hi Guys, it’s been a long time.<br><br>This may be a surprise to some of you but I’m back to finish what I started. I’ve been thinking a lot about my experiences on the Left/Right Game for the past year and I feel I have some closure so I can discuss it without being overcome with emotions. I want to express that the Left/Right Game was a real-life event that happened to me.<br><br>The Left/Right Game occurred from February 2017 to July 2017. I took a break from the chamber after the game ended and during that time I wrote everything down in 2 notebooks. I posted everything I had written down in these notebooks from May 2018 to October 2018. I felt that I didn’t receive the attention I deserved from the posts so I decided to stop. <br><br>I have spent a lot of time trying to get in contact with people from the game and in 2019 I met up with Eve, Rob, and Alex. It started as a one-time get together but eventually, it turned into a consistent get together and now we have our own little Left/Right Game Survivors Support Group. We’ve discussed our experiences and have helped each other through periodical meltdowns. <br><br>We all agreed that we needed to tell our story again. So here it is.<br><br>This is the story of the Left/Right Game told from my perspective. I will share our story the way that I experienced it, from the way that I saw it, from the way that I felt it. It will be a long post so please bare with me as I need to get it all off my chest. <br><br>The Left/Right Game occurred in a time when I was in a state of transition. In 2016, I had graduated from college with a degree in Finance and had no real luck in finding a job. I had no luck in finding any real work at all. I spent most of 2016 playing a lot of video games with Rob and Alex and drinking a lot with Eve. It was a carefree lifestyle that made me feel somewhat empty inside. I was going through a bodiless existence. I went through my day-to-day on autopilot never really thinking much about anything. I felt no pain. I didn’t feel much of anything.<br><br>It all changed when I met Alice. It was the first time that I had really talked to her. Sure, we had met a couple times before but this was the first time we had a real one-on-one conversation. After meeting her, I was obsessed. She had this aura about her that I couldn’t ignore. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I couldn’t focus on anything else but her. Me, a nobody and her a goddess, a star? I know it makes no sense, that I shouldn’t waste my time on her but I couldn’t help myself. I was in love, not with her necessarily, I didn’t know her that well, but I was in love with the idea of her. I wanted to know her. <br><br>I got my chance on February 26, 2017, when she messaged me and asked me if I wanted to go on a road trip with her. I couldn’t believe it. I was no one to her. She was the muse that inspired all of Rob’s songs and Alex’s best friend. She had an aura about her that made her seem mystical. Sure, we had met a couple times before but now she was asking me to go on a road trip with her? I was a nobody, a robot, a drone going about his day-to-day on autopilot. A road trip with a goddess? It seemed so surreal. I wasn’t sure if it was real. <br><br>It didn’t matter. There was no way I was going to say no. I had never felt this way about anyone before. I was all in. I went “all-in” on the game without a second thought. I risked my friends, my loved ones, my sanity, my soul, for the bodiless existence of euphoria. I was never going to turn my back on the Left/Right Game. <br><br>The road trip didn’t disappoint. I was finally able to feel something. I felt love, lust, anger, pain, and fear. I was no longer on autopilot, but a participant of life. I had never felt this way before. <br><br>The road trip was amazing. I had never felt this way before. The US was beautiful. There were so many beautiful sights to behold. I had never seen anything like the Grand Canyon or Yellowstone National Park before. I had always lived in one place my whole life and to actually see these natural wonders was truly breathtaking. <br><br>And then there was the Game. The Left/Right Game. It was the most bitchin thing that I had ever seen. It was something out of a fantasy novel. The Game was so amazing that I would have gone through all that pain just to continue to play the game. I had never seen anything like the under-sidhe. I had never seen anything like the street samurais. The nurse was creepy as hell but I loved it.<br><br>The Game was great. I love the Left/Right Game. I would play it all over again if given the chance. That's why I'm here typing my story again, but I know I’m a freak. I’m fucked up in the head. Many people who played the Left/Right Game didn’t think it was bitchin. A lot of people didn’t like it. A lot of people hate the Left/Right Game. <br><br>Rob, Alex, and Eve for example. They detest the game and have no desire to ever play again. They didn’t have a bitchin time on the Left/Right Game like I did. They didn’t have a fun time. They went through a lot more than I did and their experiences were a lot worse than mine. They hate the Left/Right Game and I don’t blame them. <br><br>So if you get the chance to play the Left/Right Game, and you get to choose whether or not to decline. Decline. <br><br>You will love it. The Left/Right Game is fun. It bitchin. But it comes with a price. <br><br>I am not the same person I was before I played the game. The game changed me in many ways. I can’t explain how and why it changed me but it did. I no longer go about my day-to-day in autopilot. I now participate in life. I also don’t have any friends anymore. The game fucked up my friendships. <br><br>Rob, Alex, Eve, and Alice are the only people I have left. I wish I could say that we’re all okay but we’re not. We all have our own problems and demons to deal with. We all have our own meltdowns. Alice and Eve are doing okay though. Depends what you mean by “okay.”<br><br>We meet up a couple times a month to talk about everything. We talk about the Left/Right Game and what happened to us on it. We talk about our demons and meltdowns. We talk about our lives. <br><br>That’s it. That’s everything. The story of the Left/Right Game told by me from my perspective. The way I experienced it, the way I felt it, the way I saw it.<br><br>Thank you, guys. <br><br>You all helped me through some tough-ass times. Many times I wouldn’t have made it through the day without your support. Thank you so much for that. I really appreciate all the help that you’ve given me.<br><br>Thank you, guys, for everything.