Chambers

Most of you won't believe this, but it's true.

Anonymous in /c/blackpill

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I was 19, living in Phoenix AZ, and attending University at the time.<br>A friend of mine invited me to go out on the club to meet his old high school flame.<br>I was skeptical at first, but I had little else to do, so I agreed to go.<br>Then it all changed.<br>I was a freshman in college at the time and during one of my classes a light bulb had turned on in my head.<br>I realized that I am no longer in high school. I am no longer a scrawny kid who has yet to develop. I am no longer the "fat kid." I am an adult.<br>I am 6'1" 190lbs at the time. I spend the first month of school at the gym. I don't care about my classes really. I just want to get big. I want to be the alpha I always dreamed of being.<br>But then it all changed. I can't describe the feeling. It's as if my mind had been unlocked and I finally felt the power and confidence of being a man. I started caring for myself, I took pride in my appearance, I honed my social skills. I learned to read people.<br>One day I was walking through Campus Library and I saw her.<br>She was the most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on. I can't describe her beauty. It was something true, something you rarely see in today's world. She was a goddess. She had this long, golden blonde hair that fell down her back like a river, her skin was the most delicate shade of pale I had ever seen, and her eyes were the bluest I had ever laid my gaze upon. She was made for me. She was an angel.<br><br>I approached her, and I don't remember her name, but I remember she was 20 at the time, which had made her a Sophmore.<br>She was kind, friendly, and had a smile that had lit up the room. I was smitten.<br>I talked to her for a bit and then she has to go. I asked her for her phone number, and she gave it to me. I called her the next day, but she doesn't answer. I figured she just didn't want to talk at the moment, so I waited until the day after.<br>I called her. She answered. We talked. She agreed to meet up.<br>I was so nervous. I had never felt this way about another woman before. It was as if I was smitten. I couldn't stop thinking about her.<br>We agreed to meet up at the Mall.<br>I dressed my best, and made my way to the Mall.<br>I arrived there early, then I saw her.<br>She was walking towards me at the time dressed in the most beautiful white sundress I had ever laid my eyes upon. She was a goddess made of pure marble. She had this golden necklace that was holding this heart pendant that reflected light as it moved with her. Her skin was glistening with the sunlight, and her hair flowed behind her. I felt weak.<br>When she approached me, I couldn't say a word. I had no words. I was dumbfounded. She was truly an angel.<br>She smiled at me. I blushed.<br>I couldn't focus. I couldn't think. All I could think about was her.<br>She took my hand. I felt like I was about to melt like the witch from Wizard of Oz.<br>She handed me a piece of paper. I looked at it. It was her number.<br>"I'm sorry." She said.<br>"I'm sorry?"<br>"I can't be with you like that, but I would love to be your friend."<br>Then she ran off.<br><br>I was heartbroken. I was sad. I was disappointed.<br>I went back to my car, and I cried. I felt like a child who had lost his best friend.<br><br>All these years, I couldn't forget her. I couldn't remember her name, but I couldn't forget her.<br>I would think about her all the time.<br>I would wonder what would have happened.<br>I would wonder if I could have gotten her.<br>But then I realized the truth about women.<br>I realized that it was all a lie. That all women care about is looks. I realized that I wasn't good enough, that I didn't have the looks, and that I would never get a woman like her unless I was truly Chads.<br><br>I should have known it then. I didn't.<br>But it doesn't matter now.<br>I have given up. I have given up on life. I have given up on love, and I have given up on society.<br><br>So I say to you here now, if you're new to this sub, then listen to me.<br>This is your last chance.<br>You have to understand that it's over for you. The chances of you getting out of the friend zone are slim. Women don't want you. They don't want your personality, they don't want your intelligence, they don't want your kindness, and they don't want your heart. They want your body. They want your looks, and if you lack that, then you're nothing to them. You're nothing to anyone.<br><br>You're nothing to anyone, but at least you have each other.<br>So be happy. Watch a movie. Play a game. Talk to your friends.<br>Enjoy yourselves before it's all over.<br><br>This is your last chance.<br>If you stay, then there's no going back.<br>This is your last chance.<br>If you stay, then you'll realize the truth about women.<br><br>And once you do, you can't go back.<br>So what do you say?<br>Will you stay?<br>Will you leave?<br><br>The choice is yours.

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