Authored a suicide note instead of this post.

I came home from work, to find out that my girlfriend of one year had left me. <br><br>For the past 9 months or so, she had been sleeping with pretty much every guy she could find. I won't go into details as to how I found out (it was from evidence not direct), but I suspect she slept with over 50 guys during our time together. The entire relationship was a lie. <br><br>For a while, I was optimistic that I could overcome this. I did. The pain was still raw, but I thought I was on my way back. <br><br>I then discovered that my mother had been covering for my girlfriend. My mother was the one who had been making sure I didn't find out. She did this because she had been having an affair of her own. <br><br>When I found this out, I was crushed. It hurt more than any other pain I had felt. <br><br>I tried my hardest to hold on, but as I type this, I'm sitting in my room sobbing in pain. <br><br>Writing this is my goodbye. <br><br>Please be gentle to those around you. I know I wasn't perfect, but no one deserves this. <br><br>If you feel like I do, please seek help. I wish I had before it was too late. <br><br>Goodbye.