I'll never understand how anyone can watch someone they love dearly suffer

I have a terminal lung cancer diagnosis and my husband won't let me end my suffering.<br><br>He said he can't live without me so he'd rather have me suffer than die. <br><br>I know his feelings about assisted suicide are well known. <br><br>I've seen others do it, and they look so at peace. <br><br>I know he's done his research and is trying to do this best he can. <br><br>I think he's doing the best he can. <br><br>He said he can't live without me.