I (35m) want to leave wife (35f) for mom (59f)

Throwaway because I don't want to ruin my professional reputation with this post.<br><br>So, this is a long shot and is the first time I reach out for help, I'm usually not one to talk about my feelings.<br><br>Few months ago I started working from home. It was hard at the beginning, but now I'm kind of enjoying my routine.<br><br>I live alone and I'm a 9 to 5, so I don't have much time or energy at the end of the day to go out and socialize. Also with the COVID pandemic is even harder.<br><br>To make a long story short, in between my WFH routine, I started to develop some feelings for my moms neighbor. She is older than me (24 years to be exact) but always took care of herself.<br><br>She is kind, caring, understanding and is a very good listener. We started to talk a lot, about everything. We share the same hobbies, opinions and values. Even when we disagree about something, we can have a conversation and talk it out.<br><br>And I just fell for her. After 12 years of marriage, I finally started to feel what is to be in love. In the last 12 years I felt more a routine than a relationship. <br><br>I didn't expect to fall in love during a pandemic, but here I am.<br><br>She feels the same about me, and when we talk about it, she says "age is only a number, and that we can be happy together for 40 years and then I can take care of her when she is old"<br><br>I know that everyone will think that I'm a idiot for leaving my wife for an "old lady" but I don't care. I finally feel happy, and I'm sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with this woman.<br><br>My wife gave me everything that I ever wanted, but she can't give me what I need the most: love. And now that I met this woman, I can't go back to my wife.<br><br>I plan on talking to my wife this weekend so we can find a way to separate in a peaceful way. We don't have kids, so it's only about money.<br><br>I can't wait to start my new life, I'm sure it's gonna be a good one.<br><br>**TL;DR: I want to leave my wife because I fell in love with my mom's neighbor.**