After 5 months away, I came home and all of my whiskey was gone. I get it, she was drunk all the time, I'm sad for her, but damn drunk on my whiskey lmao

This happened 2 years ago and I can only now admit it, because at the time I thought it was her way of saying "We're breaking up, and I'm f**king all your stuff up". I guess she drank all my whiskey lol. I was dating her for 4 years, and I was staying in another city about 150 miles away because of work. We agreed that I should stay for 6 months, so I can save up and get a better job, and I could come home on the weekends. She knew that my job was 8 hours in the office, and then from 17:00 to 22:00 I had courses to finish so I have some new qualifications, and I was there alone, with no friends. So basically I was going home every Friday, and coming back on Sundays. After 4.5 months, I get a phone call from her dad to tell me that she was rushed to the emergency room, and she was drunk for a whole week fucking god knows who, while high on meth and drunk on my fucking whiskey. I couldn't believe it. I honestly thought that she loved me, that she was waiting for me to come back home, to get married and have kids. So I rushed home, sell the apartment in the other city, and left everything behind because I had no more reason to be there. I found out that she had no job for about 6 months, and she was drunk all the time. She got clean, but it lasted for about 2 or 3 months. I got an email from her best friend saying that she's with some guy, and they're doing Meth and drinking all the time. I broke up, we had a small fight, she tried to talk me into coming back, but I was done. I found out that she was high and drunk at all our group reunions, while I was away. And at one point she had a guy and 2 girls snorting Meth in our apartment, and a full house party. I was livid. She can go fuck herself. I got better after 5 months, and all I can think about is how did someone I loved and trusted so much do this to me and to herself. She was never dating anyone when we were together, she was always leaving her phone in the open, she was trusting me as well. I honestly hope she's doing fine, and I wish her all the best, but damn....<br>Now I'm doing better, I'm training boxing and kickboxing, I'm in great shape, with a 6 pack and actual abs lol, and I'm doing great. I'm working as a freelancer, and I've been with about 10 girls in the last year, and I'm proud to say that I've started to build my life back. I feel better, and I'm not drinking that much anymore. Wish me luck guys, because I'm trying to get back on the horse, and start my life again, as a better person, stronger, without any women, and with beer instead of whiskey lol.