I (28F) discovered my fiancé (29M) has been using my laptop for POV porn and masturbating to it. How do I now feel comfortable "watching" myself have sex with him?

I’ll get into context but my question is basically the title. Also, it’s probably a good idea to know I’m not comfortable with the idea of him watching porn, despite knowing it’s an extremely common thing. When we first got together, I asked him not to and I feel like he’s done it here and there throughout the relationship, but I just kind of let it go. <br><br>So I’ll start with my first encounter of this. I was looking at Liam’s Snapchat story and it was the discovery post, so all the places he’s looked at on my laptop. They were all for POV porn videos. If I recall, it was ‘watches a hot girl do this’. I felt sick andexcited all at once to be honest. I screenshot and sent the photo to myself to show him and I never did. I was going to bring it up as a joke, but I just let it go. I don’t know why I did, but I felt like it would make things awkward. A few days after that, I found him on my laptop and I could hear the video. It was a girl moaning and I kind of had an idea what was going on, but I didn’t want to jump to conclusions. He had this blonde wig in his hand and I kind of assumed that was what the video was for. So, I let it go. <br><br>This was a few weeks ago and I just found him watching it on my phone instead. He had earbuds in and he was sitting on the couch with the tv on and had my phone pulled up right next to his ear. I don’t know what he was watching, but I’m assuming it was the same as before and him masturbating to it. <br><br>I feel sick and I don’t know how to bring it up or handle it. It’s so creepy. How do I now feel comfortable having sex with him if I know that’s how he pictures me? Also, this is my only laptop and phone, so what am I supposed to do with them? When my phone dies, he always takes it from my hand and plugs it in. And he always opens my laptop whenever he’s setting something up for me. So I don’t know how to even handle that now. I feel like I need to just get over it and let him live his life, but I also feel like this is such a violation of my privacy and personal space.