My cousin is hot.

She's my second cousin, but I've had ridiculous romantic feelings for her since I was about 6.<br><br>She's 8 months older, and these days she looks great. She's a very fit surfer chick who's ridiculous tall and has a vivacious bubbly personality.<br><br>She's actually a complete dork, but has developed this very attractive, fit surfer girl physique. <br><br>I don't know how to act on this - she's one of the few chicks that makes me feel really nervous.