I ruined a wedding

I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Who knows who might see it, but I just… need to.<br><br>So I didn’t exactly ruin the whole thing. They did get married, but I still feel really bad. Last month I went to a wedding, and I couldn’t go home until the next morning. My plan was to sleep on an air mattress in the car. <br><br>I was tired, and… I don’t have a good reason. I just didn’t set up the air mattress, and it was so, so cold. I had the heat on for a little while, but I didn’t want to waste gas, and it’s not good for the environment, so I decided to tough it out. <br><br>I fell asleep, and I was fine for the first few hours, but… then my feet just got cold. Like, oh my god. I was shaking and crying and trying to warm up my feet, and then I heard someone in the next car over laughing. <br><br>A couple had also stayed after the wedding, and they were having sex in their car. They heard me crying and thought it was me having sex, and they were laughing and making jokes about how naughty we were. <br><br>I felt so mortified. My feet were still so, so cold and I couldn’t go to sleep. They started Moaning and stuff, and I was so uncomfortable. I didn’t know what to do. <br><br>About an hour later, I couldn’t handle the cold anymore, so I turned on the heat and tried to warm up my feet. They were still going at it over there, and I guess it turned them on to hear the car start up. <br><br>I did hear them get out of the car and walk over to mine. I was so humiliated. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t even want to look at them. <br><br>They asked what I was doing and if I was okay, and I said I was just trying to warm up my feet. One of them asked why I was out there, and I said I was sleeping there because I didn’t want to drive home that night. He asked why didn’t I set up the air mattress, and I was trying not to cry so I could explain, but I could barely get out a sentence. <br><br>He tried to offer me his jacket, and I said no because: 1. I didn’t want to take his jacket. 2. I was trying so hard not to cry. 3. I think he was naked and I didn’t know if he had underwear on. <br><br>He offered again, and I said yes because I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. <br><br>I thought that would be it, but then I heard them talking about getting a hotel room. They said they would give me their extra blankets, and I said okay. <br><br>I was so humiliated. I didn’t even want to look at them, but… I really had no idea they were going to do *that*. I was mostly in the backseat when they opened the door, and I thought they just didn’t see me. <br><br>I didn’t see it coming. I never saw it coming. I didn’t know what to do. Honestly, I probably should’ve just gone inside and slept on the floor. <br><br>In my defense, I was barely an adult, and I was so, so tired and cold. I was crying since like half an hour before, and I had no idea what to do. <br><br>I closed and then covered my eyes, but I still heard it. And I still saw a little bit. They were in the front seats, so they were right in front of me. <br><br>It felt like forever. Honestly, I still have flashbacks to this. I don’t even know what they’ve been up to for the past few years. I don’t even know if they’re still together. <br><br>I saw them at another wedding two years ago, but that was it. <br><br>I hope they at least got a good story out of it.