I mused about having incestuous sex, but only with someone I was not related to. Why would I want to do that?

My personal feelings about this are on the fence. I mean, I just was musing about it on my blog just a couple of days ago, and I wasn't really sure why other than I probably just got bored and needed something to write about. I don't think I would actually do it anymore just because I'd want to be able to spend time with that person and not have to worry about locked room scenarios.<br><br>My worst fear in life is probably to turn into a selfish, cruel and evil person who bears no resemblance to my former self at all. Which is why I always have to make sure that I'm always thinking of the other person, and so I will ponder whether or not I will always be thinking of the other person when I am desperate to have sex with him and I'd be more interested in that than spending time with them or having fun with them.<br><br>And I want to make sure that I'm very aware of how my desires affect both myself and the other person before I ever figure out what to do. So I will be thinking about it a lot, and getting advice, but I may eventually decide that I'm not interested to begin with. <br><br>That's why I'm not really sure why I even came up with the idea in the first place, but I may as well make the most of it now that I have.