I am rapidly losing my grip on sanity

I’ve been “waking up” from vivid dreams that feel realer than my woke life for a week now. Every time I realize that it’s a dream I feel this abrupt soul-crushing emptiness that makes me feel gutted. This is all I can think about now. I can’t seem to get up from bed or do anything productive. Why must I live like this? I feel like there‘s something amiss with me, like my whole world is crumbling. This shit is scary. The thought of living like this for the rest of my life makes me feel sick. I have lost control over my own life. I feel like I’m losing my grip on reality.<br><br>I don’t even know why I’m typing this. I can’t seem to get this shit off my mind. I’ve been overthinking for the past 3-4 hours. I’ve checked into a mental health hospital before but the doctors said that there‘s nothing wrong with me.<br><br>I’m done. I can’t live like this anymore.