My friend wants to be good to me, but i wanna be naughty with them

I've (f23) known this girl friend (f25) for about three years, and she's one of the most caring, lovely people I know. She's one of those friends I can call anytime to talk about something, and I know she'll be there, with open ears and a listening heart. <br><br>We've always been close, and I'm very comfortable with her. There's no awkwardness, and I feel I can share anything with her. We're similar in many ways, and we find ourselves agreeing on many things. <br><br>Lately, I've been finding myself growing more and more attracted to her. Like, I used to think she was very cute, but I never really considered her in a "dating" way. But over the past few months, after seeing how caring and thoughtful she was of me, and just sharing interests and hobbies, and seeing her in different situations, and how she interacted with others, I started to develop feelings for her. <br><br>I told myself for a long time that it was just a crush, and it would go away. I tried to push it aside, but it's gotten to the point where I can't ignore it anymore. <br><br>We're going to be together for a bit this summer, and I'm really nervous about how I'll be able to handle it. The attraction is really strong now, and I'm telling myself I'm going to do my best to just push it aside, but I'm worried I'll fail. <br><br>I get how this might be weird, or make it awkward, but I feel like I'm not getting over this anytime soon, and I don't want it to come between us. I've had these kinds of feelings before, but I don't know what to do, or how to handle it, and it's never felt this strong before. <br><br>I want to be good, but I've had these feelings for months, and I don't know how much longer I can control myself.