I work for Starbucks and I’ve been taking drinks I ordered myself.

I was just getting sick of using my discount every day, so I’d come through the drive through on my way to work just for drinks like a caramel macchiato (or whatever I feel like at the time) and say I paid with my app. The drink I’d say I paid with the app is the drink I end up giving to myself. I know this is kinda rude when other baristas aren’t doing it, but it really doesn’t make sense to pay for a drink when I’m already working at Starbucks and I’m literally making myself a drink anyway. I feel rude getting drinks I ordered myself when I’m making the drinks, so I just convince myself every time it’s not a big deal. It’s very wrong of me to do, but I just convince myself I’m getting drinks I ordered myself…it’s not a big deal :/