I killed my neighbors rabbits because they were noisy

Im 15 and my school moved to online because of covid so i have to stay at home. i have 2 brothers and 1 sister who all live with me aswell. they are all younger than me so they can't go to school either. i hate them with a burning passion. they make a lot of noise and it drives me insane. i have to share a room with my 2 brothers so they are just a couple of feet away from me. i have tried earplugs and headphones but it doesnt matter. they scream and make noise all day and i get no peace and quiet at all. i go for walks when i can but the weather has been bad lately and it isnt far to walk around my neighborhood.<br>so theres this one neighbor who has these pet rabbits and they are just as loud as my siblings. you can hear them thumping around their cage and scratching at the wood. they make some weirdly loud noises at night too. <br>im not handling this well at all. quarantine has made me not give a fuck about anything and i just want some peace and quiet.<br>so i got some apples from my fridge and put some rat poison in them and threw them over the fence to the rabbits. a couple days later i could hear my neighbors talking about how they found their rabbits dead. it made me feel kinda bad but tbh i dont give a fuck. they were noisy as shit and i got my peace and quiet back. i feel like if i didnt do it i wouldve gone crazy<br><br>EDIT: i know i dont have the best attitude towards my sibblings. i should be handling the situation better but im just not. i would get my own room but my parents dont have the money to convert the garage or attic. i get along with some of my siblings better than others but im just in a shitty mindset right now and hate everyone. i know having siblings is a good thing and i should be greatful but im just in a bad place right now.