NEW: My gf was a camgirl and she is really disappointed in me because I don't care

Hi guys, i posted in r/roastme to let off steam and some of you suggested to post here because i could find some support. I write this post before of reddit said to me to delete my previous post before of letting me make another one.<br><br>Last year somehow common "friend", i'll call her "Lily", introduced my to her. Lily told me that the girl i'll meet was her best friend and she had"done" something in the past and i should don't care. The day has been a total success for both of us, and later we went to the cinema, like a normal couple, and nothing happened. I don't wanted to hurt the girl after what Lily told me before of our meeting and i wanted to make a good impression, i did, and it worked. I have been lucky and we started dating and we have been together since of our first meeting, for one year. She is a great girl, and she has been really lovely with me, and i am really grateful for our meeting.<br><br>Three days ago i decided to buy a pc and before of letting it pass and mount it myself i asked again a common "friend" who is a tech expert and came to my house to mount the pc. Before of letting him in i told him that my gf is home and somehow common "friend" told me that he is also friends with her since before of us meeting. While we were to mount the pc he told me that my gf is a camgirl and has been a camgirl for years. I didn't believe him at first but he told me that they have chatted a lot, together, in camgirl rooms, and he even knew Lilly and have seen them talking together. <br><br>I still didn't believed him, i didn't wanted to believe him, i didn't wanted to hurt the girl after all that Lily told me, what if it was for real? I didn't wanted to think about it. I only wanted her to be ok but his words started to bug me and i couldn't stop thinking to it for two days, until i asked her and she told me that it was true, and i felt that something deep inside of me was broken, i felt something that i can't describe, something that i had never felt before, i felt myself empty and passive. She told me that she has been a camgirl for 2 years and that she was on a camgirl website that basically is a plattform to meet people who pay you to talk, to show yourself or do things. She somehow common "friend" is their director, and he has been in contact with them and has seen them chatting with a lot of people and also doing things to them while his friends, or maybe other camgirls, are doing things with them. <br><br>She told me that she is sorry for what she did and that she will make it up, that she feels guilty. I don't care about it somehow common "friend" told me that she is a camgirl and i didn't do anything. I don't know if he is trolling me or not but i feel myself lost. I don't feel myself any more and i can't stop thinking about it. I am lost and i don't know what to do.<br><br>I am really sorry for all this but i don't know what to do and i needed to post this to let off steam, and maybe you can help me. Thank you and sorry.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>Edit: I WANT TO WALK AWAY FROM THIS RELATIONSHIP, I JUST NEED TO KNOW IF SHE IS TELLING THE TRUTH OR NOT.<br><br>&#x200B;