I'm black and I'm having weird feelings about the black protests

I'm feeling like I'm forced to be angry about what's going on. I'm not. I'm not guilty. I'm not sad. I'm not upset. I don't feel offended. I'm just indifferent.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>And the weirdest thing is that I'm afraid to talk about this, I feel that all my friends will hate me for this and cut me off.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>Anyone else feel like this?