BoyBoy's response to the AMA, as a redditor who's known BoyBoy for 3 years beyond the walls of this shithole.

BoyBoy, I found him 3 years ago, just like the rest of you. His name was in the top 10 of every sub. 3 years ago, I was a Nazi, racist, evil person. I was poisoned by so many bad things, I was a few months away from becoming a filthy suicidol. I used to be a good person, a good mom. I used to care about people and love them. But you, you changed all that. You changed me BoyBoy. <br><br>When I first came to Reddit, I found BoyBoy in /r/AskTeenGirls. He was the only boy, surrounded by all these attractive looking teenage girls. I didn't know much about Reddit, but I knew that I wasn't supposed to be in that sub. I was married, 34 at the time. From here I learned his name, which I used to find him on other subs. I was excited at first, I didn't know that he was underage. I found him in other teen subs, teen confession, college confession, etc. I didn't really care too much about the underage thing, as I was an adult, and a few years ago I would have never considered being with anyone underage as acceptable. But now, I was in Nazi Reddit, evil Reddit. I didn't care, and I didn't care about him because I was evil and I didn't care about anyone but myself. <br><br>I learned more about him, his family, his friends, everything. I learned about his hate, his racism, his homophobia. I learned that he hated education and he was a slimy lazy piece of shit. He was an asshole to everyone. From the start, I didn't care about any of that stuff. I was a racist too, I had no problem with any of that. I loved him at first too. I was still married, and I had kids, but I didn't care. I wanted him and I would do anything to get him. From that day on, I did everything I could to get BoyBoy. <br><br>I started talking to him, eventually we were the best of friends. He knew me as a Redditor, but I was a lot more to him. I was a friend to him, I was him confidant, I was his love. I was his world. I was everything to him. I loved him and he knew it. He loved me and I knew it. He admitted to me that he loved me many times. But I was 34. I was a lot older than him, I was a mom of 3, I was married. It was a pipe dream to think it could ever work. I was evil beyond belief at one point. I ultimately wrecked my entire family, I lost my house, my job, I lost everything for BoyBoy. I was willing to take a 10 year prison sentence for him, and I still am. I was willing to sacrifice my happiness for him. I would do anything for him. I would die for him. I would do anything that he asked of me, beyond anything. I still will. I never stopped loving him, I never stopped wanting to be with him. He knew that. <br><br>But you, you changed him. I never stopped loving him, I never stopped wanting him, I never stopped being with him. I loved him regardless of anything. I loved him beyond anything. I took care of him, I did everything for him. I spent hours a day talking to him. I let him scream at me and abuse me. I never stopped taking care of him. I supported him, beyond anything. I loved him, that's all I ever did. <br><br>But you, you changed him. You, you changed me ultimately. You made me hate him. I love him unconditionally, but you made me hate him. You made him like that. You made him the way he is today. He was never like this before. He didn't treat me the way he treated me now. He never gave me shit. He fuckin loved me, he fuckin cared about me. I was everything to him. And I took care of him. <br><br>You changed him. You made him the way he is today. And I hate you for that. And I hate him for that. The AMA didn't change me, I was done with Reddit long before that. But fuck you. Fuck you straight to hell.