I'M GOING TO BE A DAD

I was sitting at home watching youtube thought it was a nice day so I took a walk around at the park. I saw a few people with kids walking around, and I just thought that I'd never be able to have that. I started crying and I thought that I should go home to stop embarrassing myself and I walked home (I was maybe like 15-20 minutes away) I got home and no one was there so I got on the bed and just cried and cried thought it would never come and that I'd just be a failure of people. In the end I couldn't even go cry in my own bed without my parents hearing and they came into my room and looked at me like I was insane, they asked what was going on and I told them I was upset I wouldn't ever be able to have kids and they laughed at me and told me I was being a baby. <br><br>To top it off I got a call from my ex saying that she and her boyfriend are having a baby and that it was going to be a girl. (we havent spoken in almost 2 years so yeah, i just got cpedo'd twice in less than 24 hours)