In the last 14 years, i'm 99% sure i'm the only guy who dated my ex

I live in Eastern Europe, i'm 31 years old<br><br>I'm mainly posting here, because i feel like i don't quite fit there, because there's a 0.26% chance she's a virgin.<br><br>I've recently gone through a break-up, and it's been over 3 months since it happened. We were together for 5 years, and all of that time, she said i'm her first and only boyfriend.<br><br>She could've been with men before me, but i think it's very unlikely. One thing did make me curious though. <br><br>On her birthday, we were at a bar/club, and one of her coworkers came to say hello. They started making out for a bit, and i did not expect this at all. I soon forgot about it. At a later time we were together again at a bar, and another of her coworkers came to say hello. They again started making out. Before that, she said she was bisexual, but how does this keep happening?<br><br>So i started thinking about what else might be going on in her life, and how i can get answers. I decided to hack into her phone.<br><br>I was able to find out, that she had been in a relationship with another guy almost a year before we met. We broke up, and she did not tell me any of this, and said she was still a virgin.<br><br>I started snooping around, and i found out soon enough, that she was cheating on me, with coworkers, old friends, and even people from the gym. <br><br>It's been over 3 months since we broke up, and i'm still not over it. I don't know if i ever will be, because she still lives with me. <br><br>I feel like i've been living in a dream, because soon enough, we'll be splitting up, and she'll move out. But a small part of me will always think that she's my first, and i'm her first, and we'll be each other's first.