I wish my mom would have been a little hotter

She was in her late 20s-early 30s when she gave birth to me, and not that she was ugly, just a bit unpleasant to look at. She was in her prime in her mid-late 30s I guess, but then her repulsive husband did some damage to her face and she almost became future-herself. Kind of sad, I wonder how she would have looked like if she would've had a family a tad bit younger?