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I'm a recovering addict. I went on a date and the girl was high on coke

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I'm 28M and I've been sober for a few months. I've fallen off the wagon before and had a few times where I relapsed. I've been doing much better this last time. <br><br>I was on Bumble and I matched with a girl I went to high school with. We were acquaintances but never close. We agreed to go on a date and I could tell she didn't recognize me and didn't realize we went to high school together, but that's fine. <br><br>She texted me and said she was in New York for work, but she was going to be in town on Saturday and would like to go out. We made plans and I was really excited. <br><br>On Saturday, I picked her up from her parents house. She looked really good and I was having a great time. <br><br>She told me she had a show to see in Nashville and asked if I'd like to go with her. I agreed and we headed to Nashville. When we got there she told me she was going to do some coke real fast and that I should come with her. <br><br>I tried to explain to her that I'm an addict and I haven't had any drugs in a few months and I wasn't going to drink or do any drugs tonight. <br><br>She told me she understood and she was just going to be a minute. She went into the bathroom and when she came out I could tell she had already done a line. <br><br>She was very energetic and talkative. I tried to just focus on her and tried to ignore it and have a good time. <br><br>The show was great and we had fun, but I just had a bad vibe because I could tell she was high. I wanted to go home but she asked if I could stay with her for just a few and we could go back to her parents house tomorrow to grab her car. I agreed because I didn't want to just end the night and ruin it for her. <br><br>She offered me another line and I said no. <br><br>I held her for a bit and then I went to sleep. In the morning she was hungover and didn't seem like she was having a good time. We drove back to her parents house and she thanked me for taking her out last night. I told her she looked beautiful and thanked her and dropped her off. <br><br>She hasn't texted me since and I haven't texted her. It's only been two days but I see this as a bad sign. <br><br>I feel like this went terribly wrong. I don't know what to do. I feel bad because she looked so beautiful and I don't understand why the night went wrong like it did. <br><br>What would you do in my situation?

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