My stepfather is the reason why my mother is never going to get custody of her kids back.

I did not grow up in a perfect environment and I grew up with my mother having addiction issues and my father not wanting anything to do with me. I was given to my grandparents to raise. My father helped out not knowing that my mother had something to do with my grandparents because they didn’t want me either.<br><br>My mother kept showing up to court high even when she was clean for a while and demons do come back to haunt you even if you think you’re fine,They did. She started showing up to my grandparent’s house on more than one occasion high and she was in such bad shape that we were all scared of her and my sister,They didn’t know what to do so we called the cops.I was scared that she would get in trouble but not knowing what to do,They called the cops on her and it was the last thing that I think really broke her.<br><br>I don’t know what really went down with my skin and my mother but her foster care has been closed and she will be put into an adoptive home.I really miss my mother and I feel like I’m to blame that I called the cops and I don’t know what to do.