How come I'm such a dumb stupid ass and most of you are giga geniuses such that I'm just a dumb idiot when I discuss something with you?

I'm such an idiot, I literally have a head as hard as wood, I have to think 2-3 times to remember anything idiotic thing such as "2+2 is 4" whereas this is obviously very true, I'm just so fucking dumb I have to think for 2-3 hours to realize if 2+2 is 4, such an idiot, most of you are literally so smart and clever that you can get what I say whereas I literally am 10x more stupid than the dumbest guy in the world, I for instance when playing chess have to think for 10 hours to make my next move (in some cases I don't for hours and forget I'm even playing), for instance when playing a video game, I have to think 2-3 hours if I should use such and such power up, literally so dumb, I'm such an idiot I can't even take a piss without thinking for hours, I'm so dumb, I'm not even good at conversation, I'm so fucking stupid, I'm such a dumbass and I'm 10x more stupid than a dumbfuck, the most stupid thing you can ever imagine, for instance, when playing a board game, I have to think hours and hours if I should turn this card, I'm so fucking stupid, I for instance when I'm doing such and such (in this case playing a video game) I can't even decide if I should buy such and such item, literally so fucking dumb, I have to think 2-3 hours if I should buy such and such item such that I can buy such and such item in the game I'm playing, when playing a board game, I have to think hours and hours if I should turn this card or that card, I'm so fucking stupid, I for instance when playing a board game (in this case Catan) such that when for instance I have 2 cards and I have to choose one card (this is in reference to the robber card) to use the card on Card 1 or Card 2, I have to think for hours, such an idiot, I for instance when somebody is (in this case) for instance robbing them such that they have to give such and such person this card (in this case the robber), I have to think 2-3 hours if I should play the card on such-and-such such that they have to give the robber card to Card 1 or Card 2, I'm so fucking stupid, it's just so fucking stupid, I'm such an idiot, I for instance when I'm doing such and such (in this case playing a video game) I for instance have to think hours if I should buy Card 1 or Card 2, I'm so fucking stupid, such an idiot, most of this sub is 10x smarter than me, such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such (in this case playing Card 1), I have to think hours if I should turn Card 1, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such (in this case Card 1), I have to think 2-3 hours if I should buy Card 1, such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such (in this case playing card 1), I'm such an idiot that I think such and such way of doing something is obviously very good, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, for instance, I think such and such (in this case) item is obviously very good, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, I think such and such (in this case) is obviously very good, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such, such as playing card 1 and (in this case) such and such, me and my friend also got such and such item, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such (in this case playing such and such) I think that me and my friend also got such and such item, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, when I'm playing such and such Card 1, I for instance have to think hours if I should turn Card 2, I'm such an idiot such that I can't even decide if I for instance have to think hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2 such that I have to think hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2, for instance when I'm playing Card 1, me and my friend also play Card 1, I'm such an idiot, such an idiot, me and my friend also play Card 1, I'm such an idiot, for instance, I for instance think that Card 1 is obviously very good, I'm such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, for instance, me and my friend also have Card 1, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm playing such and such (in this case) Card 1, I have to think hours if I should buy such and such card, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, I for instance have to think hours to decide if I should buy such and such card such that I have to think hours if I should buy Card 1 or Card 2, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm playing Card 1, I have to think such and such (in this case) 2-3 hours if I should play such and such card, I'm such an idiot, I think such and such way of doing something is obviously very good, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such, I have to think 2-3 hours if such and such way of doing something is obviously such and such (in this case) good, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, for instance, I think such and such way of doing something is obviously very good, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, I for instance have to think hours to decide if such and such way of doing something is obviously very good, I'm literally such an idiot, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, I for instance have to think 2-3 hours if I should buy Card 1 or Card 2, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm playing Card 1, I for instance have to think 2-3 hours if I should play such and such card, I'm such an idiot such that I have to think hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2, I'm such an idiot for instance when I'm playing Card 1, I think such and such card is obviously very good, such idiot, most of you are 10x smarter than me, I for instance have to think 2-3 hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such, I have to think 2-3 hours such that I have to think 2-3 hours if I should for instance play Card 1 such that (in this case) such and such obviously such and such (in this case) good, I'm so fucking stupid, I'm such an idiot, for instance when I'm doing such and such, I have to think hours if such and such way of doing something such that I have to think 2-3 hours if such and such for instance way of doing something is obviously very good, I'm such an idiot, for instance, I think such and such (in this case) way of doing something is obviously very good, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, I for instance have to think hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2, such an idiot, I for instance have to think hours if I should buy Card 1 or Card 2, I'm literally so fucking stupid such that most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot such that I have to think hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2, I'm such an idiot, for instance, such and such way of doing something such that (in this case) such and such (in this case) for instance good, I'm literally so fucking stupid such that I have to think hours if I should play Card 1 or Card 2, I for instance have to think hours if such and such way of doing something is obviously very good, I'm literally such an idiot that I think such and such (in this case) way of doing something is obviously very good, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot, I for instance, I think such and such way of doing something is obviously very good, such an idiot, most of you are literally 10x smarter than me, I'm such an idiot that I have to think hours if such and such way of doing something such that I have to think hours if I should buy Card 1 or Card 2, I'm literally such an idiot, I for instance have to think hours if I should play Card 1