Why do I hate women?

I don’t know. My dad left when I was a kid and my mom was always distant. It’s caused me to have a problem with women since I was 13. I bullied them because that made them pay attention to me. I have always loved women, but I don’t like them. I’m 16 now and I get angry when I see the way girls interact with each other. They do a lot of the things I’ve done, but no one ever says anything. They just blame it on guys. They don’t like that girls get hotter than guys, so they just blame us, they don’t like that guys can work more dangerous jobs (a girl can get a job on the front lines, she just doesn’t want to). So they blame us. The fact that everyone blames my gender for all of the bad things that happen in the world and even praise the girls for doing the exact same things is infuriating and it makes me angry. I don’t want to hurt anyone, I just wish people would be fair. I want to know why my dad left when I was 5, I want to know why my mom doesn’t even know who my real dad is, I want to know why all of the guys I’m related to think I’m weak, I want to know why everything I do is wrong but when girls do it, it’s ok. I just want to be treated equally.<br><br>Edit: is this place real? I’m 16 and I accidentally came to this site expecting everyone to be adults. It is very confusing.