I’m so glad I had an incestuous relationship with my sister

I have an older sister who to this day is my best friend. She’s only 15 months older than me so we’ve been thick as thieves for so long. We didn’t have many friends outside of each other growing up and when you’re that young you don’t even comprehend the fact that she’s your sibling. <br><br>We started playing doctor when I was 4 and she was 5 years old. My memory isn’t perfect so I can’t remember everything but I’ll try to recall as much as I can. <br><br>Of course we both had to be naked so that we could check each other’s bits out. I remember her putting her finger in my vagina and considering how small her hands were back then I still can’t believe how many fingers were inside of me! We took breaks to eat food and stuff. I remember her summoning me by calling me “doctor” and I’d have to go so that we could continue. When I think back, we were probably just mimicking what we’d seen in medical dramas on tv. <br><br>Of course we had to use the medical instruments I’m just not sure what they were. Nippers? My sister always had an obsession with cutting and plucking my hair so that was the main point of the game. She never liked cutting anything else. I also remember her pulling out bits of string from my head. It was probably just loose hair strands but I had no idea what they were at the time. I so badly wanted to pull some out of her head too but every single time her string was “normal.”<br><br>After we’d finished the medical examination we’d cuddle together and fall asleep. <br><br>We’d also have sexual games. When we were a little older we’d lie face to face and use pillows to rub our genitals on each other. It always hurt me a little bit but it was worth it just because I could see my sister so happy and in the moment. I’d never consent to this with anyone else. <br><br>When we were a little bit older still my sister’s friends would have sleepovers at our house. We’d usually have two or three of my sister’s friends in the room while I slept on the floor in my sleeping bag. It was always a lot of fun. One night my sister came out of her room in her nightdress and told us all to go to sleep. I don’t know how it happened so fast but somehow I was just suddenly naked and my sister was rubbing my clitoris. Her friends left the room and that moment was just me and my sister. The moment her hands made contact with my body it was like everything else around me stopped. I never knew about the concept of an orgasm but I just knew I’d found something incredible. I have never experienced anything like that moment in my life. I’d never even masturbated before then. <br><br>After that night, whenever my sister’s friends came over and left I’d always make sure to give her “special hugs”. She’d so graciously permit me to reach up her nightdress and touch her vagina. I loved her so much and every time I touched her I felt like I was giving her a gift. <br><br>We didn’t know anything about bras until my sister got one when she was about 9. I remember trying hers on and feeling so “grown up”. Neither of us had any breasts yet but I just liked the feeling of something covering my nipples. When she wasn’t around I’d always try to sneak hers on. It was only a training bra but still. My sister wore it at night when she was in bed so when she was fast asleep I’d secretly slip it on and just walk around the room. It was so liberating. <br><br>When I was 9 and she was 10 and a half we had another sleepover. You know the drill. Once they’d left and we were alone she started rubbing my breasts and asking me if it felt good. I said it did. She then asked me to do the same to hers so I did. She asked me again if it felt good and I said yes. I don’t know how it escalated so fast again but she started touching my vagina and asked me to touch hers. I don’t know how long this went on for but I could feel something inside of me changing. I knew that feeling and I knew it had only been this strong once before. I told my sister and so did she. We both practiced kissing and things and came to the conclusion that we loved each other. <br><br>We started calling each other girlfriend from then on. <br><br>I don’t think we’d ever kissed until we were 12 and 13 and a half. I can’t remember exactly. All I remember is that her lips smelt like strawberries and that we were under the covers in our sleeping bags. It was our first real kiss. My heart was pumping so fast that my head was spinning. I was so happy and so glad that I had her.<br><br>The first time we ever had a real sexual experience together was when I was 10 and she was 11 and a half. I was lying on my stomach and my sister was on top of me. It was so nice to know that we could do this together. She had a can of whipped cream and she squirted it in my vagina. She said it would make it feel nice and it did. The only thing I remember is that it felt so nice but it also stung sometimes so I’d cry. But that’s not important because I was happy to do it for her because it pleasured her so much. She’d just sit on my backside and put her hands on my arms and I could feel her biting my back. She called me her “sexy little bitch” and her “my nice little whore”. The first time she called me that I was so happy. It didn’t matter that she was hurting me, it was so nice to know that she enjoyed it that much. <br><br>She’d also use the handle from hairbrushes to penetrate me. She’d sit on my backside again but this time she’d put her hands on my hips and squeeze them so hard that I’d cry. She’d call me the same names and I just knew that she loved me so much. <br><br>But my favourite time was when she’d lick my face while I was on my stomach. She would pour apple juice into my mouth and then eat it out of my mouth. I loved her so much and I just knew that I’d do anything for her. I would happily do that for the rest of my life. <br><br>At one point she told me that she wanted to penetrate me with her fist. I don’t know if she was joking or serious, I don’t care. The idea just makes me feel so good. She’s so kind and gentle but that idea makes me just know how much she loves me and how much I’d happily do it for her. We never actually did it and I don’t care because she so graciously permitted me to lick her pussy. I don’t know if I’m bi but I do know that I’d never do that for anyone else. It was just so nice to know that I was doing something she enjoyed. She’d do it back to me but it wasn’t the same. <br><br>One time I told her that I liked her hair. She responded with “how would you like it?” And I said “I don’t know, just the way you have it I guess.” Then she said “do you like my hair long?” And I said yes. She said “well I don’t like your hair long” and she cut the back of my hair off. I just let her do it because she said she was bored and I didn’t want her to be bored. She only cut the back of my hair off and I had to have it cut completely so that it was even. When I had my hair cut I asked the hairdresser if she’d seen anything like this before and she said yes. Apparently it’s quite common. <br><br>I don’t know if this is sexually related but my sister would always make me sit on the toilet and do my wee so that she could watch. She’d laugh and say it was so cool and I had to do it every single night before bed. She’d sit next to me and look so I could make sure she could see. It didn’t matter that it was uncomfortable sometimes, I’d do anything just to make her happy. <br><br>She always wanted to be with me and do whatever I was doing. One time we were so bored we decided to walk around the house just being annoying and screaming and stuff. I don’t know if this is illegal but we had so much fun and we were both so happy together. I’ve never laughed so much.<br><br>I was 14 and she was 15 and a half when we first looked at porn together. I don’t know how it escalated so fast but we’d look at it and then have sexual experiences afterwards. I remember using my fingers and my fists and the handle from hairbrushes to penetrate my sister. I’d always be on top and she’d sit on me and bite my face. <br><br>This is going to sound so crazy but my sister bought me a butt plug for my birthday. It was pink and had a little purple flower on the end. She told me to never forget that it was her birthday present to me and to never let anyone else see it. She said she wanted to try it out and I was so happy that I said yes. She had to push and push before it fit inside me but I didn’t care if it hurt because I just knew she wanted me to do it for her. She never used so much force with me before because she never wanted to hurt me but she was definitely a lot rougher and a lot more forceful this time. She never stopped so I just bit my lip and dealt with the pain. She sat on my backside and put her hands on my hips and