I am a stepping stone

I am a 25 year old man. I always got pretty lucky with the ladies. I was a stepping stone from the very beginning. I lost my virginity when I was 18 to a 25 year old woman who stepping stoned me for 3 years till she married a rich guy. I was her bad boy, I would never have any commitment to her but I was someone she could do wild stuff. I was nothing more than a tinder date.<br><br>After 3 years, I started seeing a 19 year old. I was 21 then. She was in college and didn’t want to miss out on all the fun and was stepping stoning me to have that fun. I though I was an exception to this but in reality I was not. Turns out I was a stepping stone from 21 to 24. She married another guy last year.<br><br>I again started seeing a 22 year old girl. I was 25 then. She again didn’t want to miss out on all the fun. I was again a stepping stone. Turns out this is a common theme of girls in my life. I am never someone’s long term partner. I am just a stepping stone.<br><br>I do not know how to put this differently. I am never a long term partner. I am never a serious relationship. I am always a stepping stone. I do not know what it is about me. I think it may be the guys from outside of this subreddit. This place has me so twisted and loses sight of what long term relationships are. It doesn’t matter whether you can make them happy over the long term. You are a stepping stone if they see you that way. I was stepping stoned by 3 girls now. I was someone they needed to do something wild, to experience the world, to see how it is.<br><br>And it keeps happening. I started seeing this 22 year old girl and she is stepping stoning me. She says she doesn’t want to miss out on all the fun while she is in school. So I am always a stepping stone. She will fuck me for a few years, leave me, and then marry someone else. I am never someone’s partner. I am never a partner, a long term relationship, or a stepping stone. I am again a stepping stone.<br><br>I do not have any pattern. I do not have any preference. I do not have anything. I am just a stepping stone. I am just someone’s stepping stone, someone who they will fuck. I am not a good catch. I am not a long term partner. I am not a relationship. I am not a good guy. I am just a stepping stone.