My husband peed while he was inside of me.

I didn't know how to feel about this at first, but the longer I thought about it the more I got really pissed off. <br><br>We've been married for 9 years now and have two kids together (a daughter and a son) and last night he did something that made me feel really sick. <br><br>So currently my son is 5 years old and when we woke him up to put him in his overnight diapers he kept complaining about having to go the potty. This was pushing me already, because it's 1am and I'm breastfeeding our 3 week old baby girl. <br><br>So I finally take him to the bathroom with my 3 week old in my arms and I take advantage of the potty while he's on the bathroom floor having a tantrum. <br><br>When I'm done I go into the bedroom with my 2 kids and I ask my husband when he gets home from work how he like having his wifes pee mixed with his wives shit in a cup. He looks at me funny and asks why I ask. <br><br>I told him I was peeing into the cup he was using to feed our cat. His face went pale and he sat down on the bed and didn't say anything. <br><br>I finally broke the silence and asked him what it felt like. What did it feel like having my urine and his sons shit mixed together while in your vagina? And how does it feel having both his wifes and his sons pee mixed together? <br><br>Again he didn't say anything back so I continued. I asked him if he ever fantasized about me peeing on his face, or if he ever dreamed of having my urine inside his mouth. Did it feel good? Does he pee in a cup and drinks it? Does he ever fantasize about my sons pee mixed with his own while he's inside of me or when he's masturbating? <br><br>I asked if he wanted me to go down on him while I had my period and was on my menstrual cycle at the same time and if he wanted me to go into the bathroom with him and pee in the shower while he was taking a bath or if he wanted me to pee in the mouth of his bathing suit while it was on his head. <br><br>Again I was ignored so I put my mouth on the tip of his zip fly and whispered to him that I wanted him naked inside of me and that I wanted him to cover my body with his. I asked him if he liked the taste of my pee on his crown or if he wanted me to pee in his mouth while I was inside of him. I told him that I wanted him to shove his dick inside of my mouth and that I wanted it hard. He started to bleed and his eyes turned blue. <br><br>He started to pass out so I stopped. I told him I was joking. He looked relieved and asked if I wanted him naked inside of me. I said yes and I took off his clothes and we were going at it when he stopped and asked, "You aren't going to pee on me, or in my mouth, or on my face right?" I answered no. He asked me how would I like it if he peed on me, in me, or on my face. <br><br>I told him that this was why most men don't fantasize about their wives peeing on them, or peeing in their mouths, or pissing on their faces. <br><br>He asked if he could go shower and I told him yes. He walked into the bathroom and I heard him start to cry. I went into the bathroom and asked him what was wrong. He asked me if I'd ever go to the bathroom and poop in the toilet and asked if I could touch the handle that makes the water go round. He asked me if I could make the water come out, just like my poop did when it came out my anus. He asked me if I could make his dick go round and if I could make his dick come out. <br><br>I asked if he wanted me to give him a blow job and he said yes. So I got down on my knees and began rubbing his head around in circles and then I began to touch his coronal ridge in a back and forth motion. Then I stopped and asked if he liked it when my pee mixed up with his pee and if he wanted me to pee in his mouth. He said no. But then I asked if he liked it when his dads pee mixed up with his own when his dad would pee on him or if he liked it when his fathers friends pee mixed up with his own when they'd pee on him. Again he said no. I asked if he liked it when he was forcing urine out of his anus when his dads friends would force open his anus with a stick and if he liked it when they'd shit on him or if he liked it when they made him drink his own pee. He didn't say anything back so I stopped. <br><br>Later on in the night I asked him if he'd ever peed while inside of me or inside of my asshole and he was really silent and wouldn't answer me. <br><br>So tomorrow I'm going to the er and getting a cystoscopy done and if I do happen to pee while they're looking through the camera with the tube they're putting through my urethra, I'm going to let them know.