My experience with Meth and why I won’t be using it again.

Throwaway due to the nature of my other subs. I’ve dabbled in Meth on a handful of occasions, never found it to be enjoyable. The high is instant when you smoke it, and is followed by extreme anorexia. I remember the first time I did it, I didn’t eat for a few days, and not only did I lose all of my appetite, I also lost all of my interest in sexual activity. The high is pretty standard to many other drugs, a feeling of being invincible, elevated energy, elevated heart rate, and elevated immune system. It’s an adrenalin bomb, and feels like you’re on a high dose of Adderall, but with no focus. On Meth, it’s impossible to focus on anything. It feels like you’re in a daze, and it makes you feel like an idiot. It’s hard to focus on anything except for sex, although I’ve never wanted to have sex less. Everytime I’ve been high on Meth, I’ve always found myself pacing around and wanted to fuck until I was dead, but it feels like I had no libido at all. <br><br>In my experience, you can use Meth and feel its effects for a couple of days, but I think that’s a mistake and I won’t be making it again. Meth is insane, and I think it should be illegal not because of my personal feelings towards the drug, but because it’s addictive, and because, in my experience, it’s impossible to stop using after you take it. After my second day of being high, I went on a 3 day binge to get as high as I could, and couldn’t stop myself from using until I ran out of my supply. I had to go a whole day without eating, and realized how fucked up it is to feel anorexic while on Meth. I haven’t eaten in almost a week, and I’m not hungry at all, not even a little bit. <br><br>I’m not going to make this mistake again. I might try Meth one more time in my life, but not anytime soon. I don’t like how it makes me feel, or how it makes me act. I need to get my shit together, and I won’t be able to do that if I’m on Meth, and I say this as a junkie with a bunch of different drugs in my system. <br><br>Meth is the worst, and I feel like it’s only popular in certain circles and I can see why it isn’t enjoyed by the majority of people. I’ve never found it to be enjoyable, but I’ve found it to be a good drug if I’m feeling depressed. I’ve been depressed all week, and Meth not only took my depression away, it elevated my mood. I felt like I could take on anything, and I genuinely felt like I was invincible. I haven’t felt invincible in a long time. It’s a good feeling, but it isn’t worth it, and I can see why people ruin their lives because of Meth. <br><br>If you’re thinking about trying Meth, or thinking about using it again, listen to your gut. It’s hard to enjoy, and feels like you’re in a daze. It’s a good drug to use if you want a confidence booster, but you can find more confidence in your life by accomplishing things and taking control of your life. I’ve felt like an idiot for the past week, and feel like a total loser. I hope I don’t go back to using Meth, and I don’t think I ever will.