Anyone else still bitter about being a skinny loser in high school who had no friends and would have been fat 30 years ago?

Everyone in high school (even the guy who bashed his teeth in because he was too scared to go to the dentist, and the guy who was actually a skeleton even though he was 5 inches shorter than everyone else) was 6'2 with 8 pack abs and would have been a greek god in ancient times. Meanwhile, I'm over here with my ogre like 5'11 frame and stomach rolls from eating ramen noodles three times a day while weighed down by the 40 lbs I gained from being depressed, and people calling me an outcast.