Withdrawing from heroin in front of my family

Hello. I'm 19 and I'm an addict. I've been addicted to heroin for over a year now and I decided to stop taking it and get clean. I'm currently on my 4th day of being clean and I'm in the worst shape ever. I'm shaking so bad, I'm sweating like crazy and I feel miserable. I feel like I'm about to throw up on myself at any moment. The worst part is that I'm going through all of this in front of my family.<br><br>I'm in so much pain and I feel like a total piece of shit. I know I let my family down but they still support me and they're here for me. That's why I'm going to get through this, for them. I feel better knowing that they'll be here for me as I go through this shit. I pray that I get through this soon. I'm fucking tired of feeling like this and I just want to be clean so bad. I miss being able to just do my drugs and be fine, but I know that I'm better than this. I'm strong and I'm going to get through this. <br><br>Thanks for reading, if you made it this far then thanks so much.