I know I am a pathetic dork

I have a senior that I am the TA for, we have been in a lot of the same classes, and he is the most attractive guy in our field. I know he doesn't know I exist. <br><br>I always bring him food, and I once I gave him a coffee from Starbucks so that he can stay awake. <br><br>Not only that, I always try to be near him, and I once gave him a blueberry muffin from Starbucks, and he thanked me. <br><br>I know I am pathetic, I am out of his league, and I am too old to be behaving like this.<br><br>Edit: did not expect this to blow up, and I am glad that you all found it endearing, but I know that if I ever get caught I will be in trouble, and he will leave me and I will lose my reputation that I worked for, for so long.