I am a guy and i think i might have been raped before

im 16 now and im male. When i was 13, there was this one girl who went to my school and she was also 13 at the time. One day she texted me at night saying how she was really horny and wanted to do it for the first time. At the time i was not sexually attracted to her. I just was not sexually attracted to a lot of people and it took a lot for me to get attracted to them. I was genuinely not attracted to her but i also did not want to hurt her feelings but still i told her i was not sexually attracted to her. She tried to convince me to do it with her and i still tried to tell her i was not attracted to her. She started threatening to kill herself and stuff like that. Like she literally told me things like “If you dont have sex with me, then i will kill myself” “you are making me want to kill myself” “I will kill my family after i kill myself”. I literally had no idea what to do. I was so scared i did not know what would happen if she would actually do that. She told me she would do it with or without me and she wanted to do it with me. I told her if she wanted to do it so bad then she could but she still would not stop pressuring me into it. Eventually i just said yes because the guilt trip was too much and i was scared. I told her we needed to use a condom and she told me no we dont need to. I told her we needed to use a condom and she said i was calling her a slut. I did not want to call her a slut or hurt her feelings or make her kill herself. I just wanted her to stop. I told her that it was unsafe and she said it was fine and i gave in and told her it was fine and then she stopped texting. The next day she told me she was going to come over to my house after school and was acting like she was my girlfriend. I told her she was not my girlfriend and she called me a liar. She came to my house and i tried to show her the condom and she told me no. She just did it and i could not do anything because i am a guy. I told her i did not want to do it but she just kept going. This was the first time i had sex and she forced herself on me. After that she would keep texting me and coming to my house and forcing herself on me. She would threaten to kill herself and tell me i am making her want to kill herself and she would also call me a liar for saying she was not my girlfriend. She got pregnant and i did not know what to do. My parents found out and they thought we were in a relationship and they were mad at me for getting a girl pregnant. I told them that i was not in a relationship with her and she forced herself on me and they told me to stop lying. I told them that she was not my girlfriend but they did not believe me. I told them i was too young to be a dad and they told me that i should have thought about that before i did it. I got kicked out of my house and so i went to her house and told her that her and i were not going to be together and i wanted nothing to do with her. She told me she would tell people i raped her if i think we are not together and i told her that we are not together. After that she started telling people at school i raped her and the police started asking me questions. I told them my side of the story and i was telling the truth but still, i was charged with rape. I was kicked out of school and i don’t even know what to do. She is the only person i have ever had sex with and she completely ruined my life. I cant go to school (middle school) anymore. I had to move back in with my parents who do not believe me and they just called me a liar. They told me i should not have raped her but i did not rape her. She raped me. I’m literally so confused and i have no idea what to do.