Weed and incest

What can i say to my brother so he lets me fuck the shit out of him. I want his cum down my throat so I can remember his flavor. I smoke weed sometimes and I want to get high with him and get him drunk on alcohol then fuck him so he can't say no. He's a good brother and looks out for me and is strong so I think he will love me and fuck me. What words can I say to him to get him to let me suck his dick. I got him a nice Christmas present so I think he will fuck me. Also he tries to make me happy so I think he will fuck me.<br><br><br><br>Edit: I'm very lonely and I don't have any friends. I got hit by a car so I might have a brain injury. I want my brother to love me and fuck me because I'm sad and depressed and lonely. ?