My girlfriend told her friend she doesn't love me and it really hurt

My girlfriend is a terrible sleeper. She gets really upset if I don't wake her up when she rings her friends or boyfriend at any hour of the night, even if I'm working the next day and need a couple of hours of sleep.<br><br>I had a fight with my girlfriend about it a few weeks ago. She claimed that I was overreacting, which I wasn't happy with. I then made it clear that I didn't want to receive any calls during my sleep hours anymore and I didn't want to be woken up. <br><br>My girlfriend then said ok and that she would abide by it. <br><br>I was wrong. I was tired. I slept with my phone next to me on the bed. I got a text from my girlfriend in the morning. I opened it. <br><br>She had a message exchange with one of her friends. They asked if she loved me. She said no, she just tolerated me. <br><br>I was really fucking hurt. I want to leave. I'm planning to leave today or tomorrow. I can't believe she told someone that.<br><br>I know that it's a low blow to read someone else's messages when you're clearly not in a relationship anymore but I have to see it for myself.<br><br>I'm not mad about what she said to her friend. I'm mad because she told the truth. I'm mad that she admitted to treating me like shit.