My husband has returned

Last week my husband was supposed to come home from a work trip. He didn’t come home and I couldn’t reach him. I contacted his family and he had been missing for a few days. His car was discovered on the side of the road, no signs of him. I was terrified. He was a missing person with no leads, nothing.<br><br>I had to hold a vigil for him with his parents. I felt like I was going to pass out. I thought he was gone. <br><br>And then, he texted me. He had been in a horrible car accident and no one knew where he was. I was devastated. He was okay, but his head was severely damaged. He’s going to be okay.<br><br>He came home last night, and it’s like no time passed at all. He was distant and tired and not himself at all. I still thought he was gone and I’m so happy to have him back. But I feel like I can’t grieve for him and I feel guilty for being happy he’s alive. I can’t go through this again if it happens again.