Why can’t this be me?

I’m scrolling through here and I keep seeing post after post of men out with a chubby woman having a great time. Not that I don’t want that for other men a woman just always seems out of my reach. I’m not the most attractive guy and I don’t have a ton of money. But I’m always faithful and I stand up for what I believe in. I would do anything to treat my woman right. I just wish that I could get one. I don’t expect to be able to get the prettiest woman in the room. All I want is someone to be with and I just can’t seem to get that. My grandmother is always telling me to be happy with myself first but it’s hard when you’ve never been with a woman.