Never in my fucking life

I'm 13. I just started posting here a couple weeks ago, as a way to express my feelings after a bunch of shitty experiences with my friends. I'm thankful for the support you guys gave me. I wanna thank L for calling regularly as well - really helped me feel like I wasn't alone.<br><br>My mom has been begging me to "move on" from the past, even though it was only a couple months ago. My feelings don't fucking matter, I guess. I'm sorry to those of you who wanted me to keep posting. If I post, I just feel like I'm dragging myself down more. <br><br>I'm still a bit bitter about it, but I've not been too bad lately.