I'm so so sorry for my family because of me

I don't know why in the world I'm so fucking stupid and why I put my family through all of this. I should have just known better. I feel like I owe them such an apology and I don't know what to do to make them feel better. I'm so sorry.<br><br>Edit: if it helps, the situation has been resolved.<br><br>Edit p2: the thing I'm saying sorry for is my fucked up stupid illegal behavior, not for how I feel. I truthfully can't do anything about how I feel so I can't apologize for that.