[Trigger warning]My childhood dream was to be aSteven universe bisexual teenager. (But I'm not 12, but 36 and in 2026)

Hi women, I recently had the urge to post this feminist post. I got it for a while since I was a *not man!* I am sorry if this post is offensive, if you want me to delete it please tell me. I am only 2000 person that joined this subs since becoming a feminist. So I am not sure if I am allowed to be here or not. <br><br>As with all my post, please be warned. Please beware of heavy trigger in this post. <br><br>So recently I am celebrating my birthday in my apartment, I know I am 36 years old and I am not a child anymore but I want to make it perfect. Firstly, I lit a fire on the balcony, I light the candles, then I finally cut the cake, I bought blue and red balloon while blowing it up. I put the balloon next to the cake while I sing happy birthday to myself. I am just enjoying my birthday while I am singing when suddenly the doorbell rang and it is the leech with the bouquet of a flower. <br><br>[Steven universe Spoilers] <br>I am just so excited cause I know this moment would happen. It is just so beautiful. As the scene of Steven universe that make me feel so jealous, a moment where a guy just turn up at my house and show me so much love and passion. It is just what I want. I am no longer a child but I can't help but feel so jealous. As I realize that I won't grow up as a boy and won't be a teenager. I am no longer 16 and sadly I am forever an adult. <br><br>I know I am not supposed to be on this feminist subs because I am 36 years old and I am a male. *not man!* I am sorry but it is just how I feel. I am just so jealous on how on the show Steven universe that Steven get to live a life to be a child, teenager, young adult and adult. Sadly for me I am not able to grow up to be that. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on that show but I can't help but feel this way. I won't grow up as a boy and won't be a teenager. I can't be a child anymore. I am an adult now. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I got to live as a man in real life. I am happy that I am living in 2024 but I just can't help but feel sad.<br><br>[Trigger Warning] This post is going to be sexual in nature and it contains sexual content that is of a mature and graphic nature. <br>[Trigger Warning] This post is going to contain suicide and self harm. <br>[Trigger Warning] This post is going to have spoilers for the show Steven universe and supernatural. <br>[Trigger Warning] This post is going to contain sexual violence and rape. Please be warned. <br><br>I don't know what I did wrong back in 1987 to live a life as a male. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a child. I want to be a child again. I miss being a child. I miss being a child so much. <br><br>I always felt this way since I was a child. I always felt this way since I was a child, a child that never get to grow up. I am shortly going to be a middle age man. It is just how it is. I don't know why I am not a child on the show Steven universe. I am just so jealous of Steven's life as a child. I don't know why I was born as a man. I am just so jealous but I know I am not allowed to be jealous. I want to be a child again. I miss living my life as a