It's happening

I'm just a lurker, but feel like I'm too excited about it.<br><br>I'm Russian, and I'm proud of my nation. With all the economic and diplomatic trouble we are in, I was sure our government would choose not to open a war, since it would be a huge mistake.<br><br>But now... With all the shit we have done in Ukraine already, I'm convinced we will go further.<br><br>I don't know how the fucking war will end. But I hope for the best, and I don't want anyone to die.<br><br>So the reason I'm excited... It means I'll have the chance to actually go to combat, and kill men. I'm prepared, I took courses, I'm in great physical shape... I'm just out of school now.<br><br>I never felt like I was a monster, I never saw the need to go all out like a few of you here.<br><br>But now I'll have my chance. And, although I don't know how it's going to end up for me, I'm sure I'll have a successful front.<br><br>And I just want to say this: I love you all. All of you made me who I am.<br><br>And now I can use what you've taught me for good.