I hate my sister and I think she needs professional help.

I’m not gonna put my names, ages or locations here for obvious reasons because I know she’ll see it but anyone who’s related to me will know this is me and what I’m talking about. <br><br>My sister is 3 years older than me and she has been a nightmare for as long as I can remember. I remember growing up I shared a room with her and she would wake me up some nights and just punch me repeatedly on the side of my head and face for no reason, I would have a shower and she’d just suddenly push me and I’d bang my head on the bathtub.After years of this my parents decided to split us up, needless to say the next room I got was not much better she would still walk in and hit me for no reason at all.<br><br>Fast forward to the present day, we’re both adults now and she has a partner and a child.After her and her partner got together I thought, maybe she’ll mellow out now and grow up a bit and be more mature. Nope.<br><br>Whenever we’re in the same room as each other it does not end good, she will look at me and go “what the fuck are you looking at?” I’m like I’m not even looking at you and she’s like “are you calling me a bitch?” and before I know it she’s grabbed my head/face and hasn’t let go until someone else has literally ripped her off me.<br><br>Her son has also started to pick up on her bad habits, one day I went to stay the night at her house and we were in the living room all watching telly and having a laugh and I was sat next to him playing with his hair, she comes in the room and as soon as she does the atmosphere changes, her son immediately stops smiling and looks like a nervous wreck, he looks at me and just says “are you still staying tonight?” He was 4 years old at the time and said this in a very serious tone like even though he was 4 he knew what his mother was like and knew she was about to cause a commotion, she sits down and I go to give her a kiss goodnight and say “I’m gonna go to bed I feel a little tired now.” She says “good I don’t want to see you again tonight, you can leave in the morning” the way she said it really did hurt me and I just remember thinking, why the fuck do I have to live like this even though I’m an adult? I don’t even like my life because of her.<br><br>I went upstairs to bed and about an hour later I hear her bringing her son to bed, I hear him saying “but why can’t he stay? I want him to stay with me” she replies “because he makes me angry, he’s not welcome in my home” this part really did make me cry, hearing a 4 year old ask his mother why he can’t see me and she tell him I make her angry and I’m not welcome in her home.It honestly made me feel worthless and like I shouldn’t exist.<br><br>The straw that broke the camels back was in December when we were at our mothers house for our Christmas get together, I was sat in the living room, minding my own business and fairly drunk and she walks in the living room and gives me that look, she comes and sits next to me on the sofa and literally sits there looking at me with this horrible smirk on her face until I’ve had enough and stand up to the fridge to get another drink and as soon as I stand up she stands up and says “what you looking at bitch?” And grabs me and starts hitting me. We both went to the floor and I started hitting her back, our mother tries to split us up but she keeps coming at me, my cousin and my brothers girlfriend tries to get her to stop and she says “get off me you fat bitch” to my brothers girlfriend she’s 56kg, she then tries to walk away, not before taking all my clothes I’d left at my mothers house and trying to burn them, she didn’t end up burning them but she did rip them up and ruin them.<br><br>That day really made me see how bad it is, my cousins said “sorry this keeps happening” and I’ve realised that yeah it does keep happening, no matter where we are or who’s around and it will continue to happen. <br><br>I don’t want her in my life anymore, I’ve said it to my parents and anyone who knows what’s going on between us and I mean it, and my parents and grandparents have agreed that me and her can not coexist together, even though we live 3 hours apart and I only see her like twice a year it’s enough to ruin my whole life each time. <br><br>I’ve also started showing signs of having ptsd because of her and the abuse I suffered as a child, I can never go a whole day without thinking about her and how I have to deal with her even though I’m now an adult.My life is miserable because of her and I need it to stop.