I fucking hate giving oral to my wife.

I hate giving oral to my wife. Yes she's hygienic and I've been giving her oral for 10 years now and still do on a regular basis. I just find it so boring and I wish I could just staple my tongue to the floor to get it over with. I wish women could just get off with a flick of a switch like a video game character or something. She asks me to go down on her every time we're intimate. I wish she'd get bored with it already.<br><br>Edit: To the person who messaged me and asked why my post was deleted, I deleted it myself because I felt guilty.<br><br>Edit: Wow this blew up. I didn't expect this and I certainly didn't want advice. I just needed to get it off my chest and have since felt very guilty and plan on getting over myself. Thanks for the support though.