My husband laughed at me when he saw me naked

I (37F) love my body. I think I’m beautiful and I’ve never been with anyone better than me. My husband (38M) married me last year. We haven’t had sex yet this year because we’re “busy”. I feel like he focuses on his health more than I do. He eats a strict diet and hits the gym every day. I let myself off the hook a lot of times by calling it “balance”. For example, I had a lunch date and it was 2000 calories, so I told myself I’d work out less the rest of the day. My husband doesn’t do that. <br><br>Anyways, we were going to bed one night last week. We both had glasses of almond milk and we were going separate ways to change into bed. I opened my bra and my pants dropped a little and he laughed. I asked him what the fuck was so funny and he finally admitted that he saw my naked body for the first time and it was humorous to him. I was so mad at him and I think the only thing that got me through the night was thinking how I’m beautiful and that he’s the one who’s ugly for thinking that’s funny. <br><br>So the next night when we went to bed, I spent an hour and $70 at Sephora. I bought every mascara, eyeshadow and eyeliner that I had ever wanted. I curled my hair, did a red lip and put on my best lingerie. I opened my bra and my pants dropped a little and I said, “Hey fucking funny, to a woman’s beauty”. He laughed again and this time I laughed too. <br><br>We finally had sex last weekend. I spent two hours getting ready again and he didn’t laugh when I finally got in bed naked. I just laid down next to him and kissed him and we had sex. It was good. It’s not what I thought I’d be like. Not awkward or anything. We’re both just adults who have been together for a while and want to have kids soon. <br><br>We both said it wasn’t the best but it was good. And we didn’t even need the lights on. I felt so beautiful.