I am an ex wife. I am a treacherous bitch

Not a throwaway, people who know me will recognise my writing and I don't care.<br><br>Also, I have a treacherous memory for detail. I am not making anything up. I will tell you the truth about what your gender is doing. <br><br>I was married for 8 years. My ex cheated on me multiple times. I found out because I was a chadette. I am attractive, unafraid to go without make up, I wear my hair short because I hate to waste time on it. I am a gym bunny because I am addicted to endorphins. I have a lot of sex, I have a treacherous attitude to monogamy. I lied to my husband about how many men I had slept with. At 24 I had slept with 50 men, I told him it was 15. He was a Christian. <br><br>This is my story, this is your reality. This is what we are. This is what lives in your head and your heart when you interact with us. <br><br>I was 15 when I lost my virginity. I was 23 when I met my husband. He was a few years older than me and he had been engaged twice. He believed in saving sex for marriage. He had been a virgin until he was 26, when his first fiancée made him. A few years later, when I met him, he had slept with 3 women. <br><br>I was a feminist. I was a woman who had sex like a man. I slept around, I loved it, I loved the thrill of a one night stand. I loved going home with men I didn't know. I knew I was a worthless woman, I didn't want to be in a relationship. <br><br>He loved me. He said I was his soulmate. We got married a year after we met, and we lived happily for 5 years. It took me that long to get bored. A lot of the time I was faithful, because he was a good man. <br><br>But I cheated on him, and I enjoyed it. I felt a huge surge of power, of freedom. A few years later, I left him. We parted amicably, I didn't want any money from him. I loved him, but I didn't want him. A year later I was addicted to heroin. I went to rehab, I got clean, I got my shit together and now I am a functioning member of society. I have a lot of sex, I have a lot of fun. <br><br>Men, we hate you. We hate that we desire you. We resent you for being the gender which provides us with the pleasure we crave. We resent that we crave you. I hate your kind, which is why I have so much sex with you. <br><br>This is what we are. You may believe your wife, your girlfriend is not like this. That she is a chaste woman. Trust me, she is lying to you. Every woman lies to you, because we hate you.<br><br>Edit: I am overwhelmed by the responses. Believe me or not, that's your choice. I see a lot of "women can't do this", "no a woman wouldn't act like this". <br><br>Then why are you here? If you have found this subreddit, you know that this is the reality we live in. We are not chaste treasured beings. We hate you. The women you worship, the women you desire, the women you love, we hate you for loving us. <br><br>This is how we are. I have always been a bad girl. I don't care if you believe me or not. I have told you the truth. Every woman lies to you, and every woman hates you.