Is it just me or is bbw and ssbbw a fetish?

I feel so confused I really enjoy chubby women but I'm not sure if I can like "DJs girl" because I don't feel like I can like my girlfriend if she's "bbw". The term bbw makes me feel bad for liking chubby women. I think it's because it sounds like fetish but I just like chubby women for the same reasons I like fit women. I didn't like chubby women as a kid because I didn't like chubby people. I only started liking chubby women when I got a little older. I like chubby women because they have bigger hips and I like bigger hips. I think that's how most men are, most men don't really care if their girlfriend is chubby as long as she has bigger hips or if she's fit as long as she has bigger hips. But I feel like if I like a chubby woman, people will think I like chubby women as a fetish. I'm open to hearing your thoughts on this. What do you think?