I hate my son

My (17m) little brother (10m) is the reason our family is alcoholic. <br><br>Our dad got hooked on beer when he was in his early 20s, and our mum started drinking when he did. <br><br>Our dad used to do magic shows for money, and started using some of the magic beer to get buzzed before the shows.<br><br>He’d come back from the shows drunk, and just keep drinking until he passed out. <br><br>Our mum started drinking until she passed out so she could pass out with our dad.<br><br>They met at a show, and our dad did one of those vanishing tricks on our mum, and she never stopped drinking again. <br><br>Our dad stopped doing the magic shows after our oldest brother died in one back in the 90s.<br><br>Our dad sliced a string as part of a trick, and our 6 year old brother followed the string into a river, and drowned.<br><br>My mum was 8 months pregnant with my little brother when we moved to the new house where I record this confession.<br><br>It was after the funeral that our dad started letting little brother do the magic.<br><br>And it was after that that little brother started the fires.<br><br>He’d light cigs for our dad and mum, and then just leave them burning. <br><br>And our dad let him drive our old pickup truck, and let him do tricks while he was driving. <br><br>And our dad let him drive after he had started drinking. <br><br>And our mum let him drive after he had started drinking.<br><br>And it was our dad and our little brother in the truck when it burned down.<br><br>And it was our dad and our little brother in the boat when it sank.<br><br>And it was our little brother who lit the cigs that burned the house down.<br><br>Our dad let him do all these things because he says he likes his company.<br><br>Fuck you little brother, you piece of shit.